Do you feel like an outcast? Do you feel like you don’t fit in?

I have never fit into this culture. Even in misfit groups or clubs, I still find myself all alone and not able to relate to anyone. There are only just my husband and a couple people I relate to and that is it. I don’t think that my misfithood makes me superior to others, though. I have an idea why we might be here in this physical dimension and I wonder if we might be here to work on different things? We might all be on the same road to self-awareness, but working on different things in each lifetime to get there, perhaps? While I resent others for my feeling like a fish out of water here, while I feel the victim and blame them sometimes, while I cope with my feelings of loneliness with delusions of superiority—– at the same time—- these people (some would call “sheeple”) aren’t sinning. I believe everyone is doing the best they can with what they have and what if…. what if we used to be where they were? What if we go full-circle and re-join society in a future lifetime? And why is where they are so wrong?  Maybe those people who go to shopping malls, buy stuff for their home, eat pizza, watch soccer, celebrate holidays, have kids and drink beer  are here to teach people like us misfits to learn compassion and understanding?  Love does not look down on others. It’s OK to condemn, but eventually I think we will all learn to accept one another because we will know WHY they walk their walk. We will all find out why we are all doing this dance. It’s the game of life and every trigger we might run into is a call to look more deeply at ourselves, not at others, but ourselves.

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